The Dreamworld theme park in Brisbane, Australia has, on one
of its rides, the tallest free fall ride in the world. I saw a brochure
for the Giant Drop recently when I was in Brisbane. Although I drove
past it, I didn’t get the opportunity to take the ride myself, even
though I would have loved to.
As I read the brochure advertising the ride and showing pictures of
people’s expressions as they fell through the air, I thought that this
is exactly how I would like my relationship with Allah to be; for me the
ideal relationship with my Creator would be a Giant Drop.
I guess it’s a little strange associating a theme park ride with the
bond one would like to have with Allah, but it is the act of surrender
on such a ride that impresses me. People get onto the ride, and after
being lifted vertically 120m into the air, their car hangs suspended
from the top. Just before they fall into space, in a moment that seems
like hours, they wait with great anticipation and some apprehension.
But, most importantly, they open themselves in surrender and hand their
lives over to gravity (and the Giant Drop).
And, as the car begins to "plummet a knuckle-twisting 120-metres at
terminal speed", they realise that they have absolutely no control. They
have no power over their bodies or their lives; they are simply no
longer in charge. A force external to them now determines the next few
seconds and, perhaps, the rest of their lives. Then the drop ends and
they feel again as if they are in control. But are they?
The ultimate and most important realisation for us is that we are not in
charge – of anything. That it is only Allah who has real control, that
only He has power over the universe and over our lives. And the most
important challenge for every Muslim is whether one can live one’s
entire life as if one is hurtling down the Giant Drop.
Can I live my life as if I am not in control? Can I live my life having
handed over its destiny to The Other? Can I live my life having complete
trust and reliance on The One external to me (Who, at the same time, is
The One that is the deepest part of me)?
The belief in tawhid, in
the oneness and omnipotence and sovereignty of Allah, demands that I at
least try. It demands that I live my life in a constant endeavour to
hand it over to Him. But, in case this sounds like I’m asking myself to
sacrifice everything and lose out, let’s be clear that far from losing
out, this means that I will gain enormously. Indeed, I will attain a
oneness with the universe and with its Creator.
Yes, it is a demand for utter and complete reliance on and trust in
Allah. It is a demand for the absolute dependence on Allah, so that we
might experience complete and utter independence from the creatures of
Allah. It is not a simple demand for enslavement but for ultimate
liberation.
It is like the liberation one would experience on the Giant Drop, a
seeming enslavement to the force of gravity which, actually, is
liberation from the other forces that keep one wanting to feel safe and
on solid ground. Anyone who has witnessed or been observing from afar
the aftermath of the recent tsunamis from Sumatra to Somalia will know
that standing on solid ground is no guarantee of safety. Nor is a
dependence on the creatures of Allah – neither in this world nor in the
hereafter. The only dependence that keeps one safe (for eternity) is the
total and comprehensive dependence on The One who is Independent.
It is not only an acknowledgement of this fact that is demanded of us by
our affirmation of the shahadah.
Our shahadah also
requires that every act we engage in is an act that will take us closer
to our liberation and, thereby, closer to our enslavement. It provides a
yardstick by which we measure all aspects of our lives.
When we celebrate the ‘I’d al-adha later this month, it is to
commemorate this liberation of Nabi Ibrahim, his son Ismail and Ismail’s
mother Hajar.
This idea of enslavement only to Allah and its consequent liberation
from this world was explained centuries ago by a companion of the
Prophet (s) Raba’i bin ‘Amr. He was asked by Rustum, Commander-in-Chief
of the Persian army, “For what purpose have you come?” Raba’i replied,
“Allah has sent us to bring anyone who wishes, from the servitude to
human beings into the service of Allah alone, from the narrowness of
this world into the vastness of this world and the hereafter, from the
tyranny of religions into the justice of Islam.”
It is because of such a notion of liberation and enslavement that the
Prophet (s), it is reported, said, “Poverty leads to a rejection of
belief.” Poverty, after all, is the greatest factor to lead to the
self-enslavement to the creatures of Allah. How can one afford to be
dependent only on Allah when one’s stomach and the stomachs of one’s
children are empty every night? Our task, then, is, on the one hand, to
let go of our lives completely to Allah and, on the other, to engage in
the struggle that will remove the impediments for ultimate liberation
for all other people - whether poverty, imperialism, racism,
patriarchy...
Anyone who has been to a theme park and tried some of the more daring
rides would know, it takes guts to try the Giant Drop. It takes even
more courage to convince ourselves to release ourselves from our
dependence on this world and to hand over our beings to Allah. It takes
enormous courage to just let go, completely and utterly let go and feel
yourself falling, with no control over the fall but with the sure
knowledge that no matter how big the drop and no matter how long, Allah
will catch you at the bottom (or even before the bottom).